Yeah. I have no idea if that uploaded correctly or not. I'm not finding a whole lot of completion or success right now.
The gist is: I'm sorry.
I've stopped facebook, and now I've stopped responding to texts and the like. I don't know what to say. I just can't. I'm feeling like a failure, and I don't know how to apologize or respond anymore.
So, to anyone who is angry or disappointed with me, I am too. I hope to get my shit sorted out soon, because I like feeling like a real person.